Depression

This is damn tiring. Staying at home. Keep on fighting with my sister. Offense each other. Not to talk to each other. Silent. Damn! I hate everything now. When we are near with each other, we will start fighting. It's like a War. Ignoring each other makes me wanna go somewhere else other than my own house. It supposed to be like, "home sweet home!". Then, it turn like hell. I just don't know why.

Now, I just feel heartless, hopeless, and everything become 'less'. I think it's better not to stay together. Sooner or later I may leave this home. Yes, leaving my father, my sister. I just need space for myself. A vacation maybe. Oh, a vacation with Adam Saaks! I just love the way he hold and handle the scissor. Yes, he took my heart away and even every single of my breathe. I'm dying to see him! Seriously. I will bring a million shirts to let him cut and let him do everything to me. I mean, to fancy me!

Just don't bother anything. this is what I call Love!

Okay, enough of that! A reunion is coming this 12/12/10. It's just like what? Tomorrow? Geee, I'm not ready for nothing.Yeahh, I'm getting pretty day by day. And not to mention, I'm getting fatter also day by day. But then, who cares! It is just the same me even I've changed or so whatever. On the other hand, I'm actually nervous because I know each of my friends will bring their someone special and just imagine, it will be awkward if I am the only person who has no one. Err, pretty silly huh?

Just give space and time to yourself

Sometimes love can kill people

P/s: Love someone that have courage to love you back. Take any risk if you love the person. Don't ever leave the person that loves you because of someone ;you will get Karma. Love is not a game. It is a special gift and do appreciate it. Don't ever get regret! For me, the major love is Loving Allah and have Faith in Him. Love Allah, Love yourself then you will get the true Love. InsyaAllah.