Dear ________, I started to like you again. Yes. Again. It's better to tell you than never. However, I never expect anything from you. I like you before but then it faded because you ignored me so much. That one time when you realize I am nothing for you. I just kept it to myself. All the pain I used to feel. It comes again. I am wondering, why there is time, you ignore me like you never know me. Still I like you. I would say that, I don't want to put any hope because I know sooner or later the day will come again and we have nothing to do with each other. Yes, I prefer to stay as friend because I am happy to have you as a friend. Hey, but I still wish to be your someone special one day. I know that will never happen!
It's a good thing to hear your happy voice over the phone every night before I sleep. Never thought about the credit will run out so quickly. Oh, is it because Maxis is too expensive? Nah, I don't know and I don't care as long as I can talk to you. I know sometimes I 'kill' you with my words but do believe me, I have no intentions to broke your heart.
I know that I am not pretty as other girls out there plus I am older than you. Yet, I still be honest with you and will tell you that I like you and I miss you. It is good to be true. I really need you by my side because you are the person that always share stories with me. After losing a Fucking 'best friend', you are always there for me. When I'm bored, you will tell me a story and you never get bored to hear my stupid stories. Yes, this is one of the reasons why I like you so much.
Oh Dear ____, if you are reading this, let me know. I am just telling you what I feel. I really appreciate you as a friend. If one day you have to leave me, please do tell me because I am always ready for that. I am preparing myself when I have to loose you. Don't ever worry about me. I am happy as long as you are happy. Just take a good care of yourself!
Lots Of Love,
Izyan Khalidah Wasli
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